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| 04/5/2005 THE 2Gs I'm not a church go-er by any means, but religion, the belief in God, or a higher power plays heavily in my life. I know this because I have been driving 96kms back and forth over rather tough conditions for the past several years now to work, and nothing of major negative consequence has happened. A few that I've known have not been so fortunate for lesser periods and distances. My faith in God has no basis in logic, but I have to believe because I know he believes enough in me to get me home safely may nights. Most nights I get down on my knees and thank him in prayer. Its a simple prayer always, one that is rather staid, but relevant. I first thank him for getting me home safe, then I ask him to keep those close to me safe, and I finish off asking for three things, his strength, love, and wisdom. I ask for his strength to keep me being me, against the odds and my detractors. I ask for his strength to allow me to persevere, when things are beyond my control and to steel me when my faith ebbs low. I ask for his love to increase my capacity for love, and the ability to experience and share in genuine love in all areas of my life. Finally I ask that he grant me the wisdom to properly manage the first two as without it only ruin may come. I can't say if I have been given these qualities. I'll rely on my epitaph to do so for me whenever the end might come. The second G is my Glanza. I don't personify, its wrong. I don't have a name or a gender for my car. NO cute names, but we do have a relationship, like a carpenter and a piece of wood. I remember hearing an artist talk; he said the carving was always there he just brought it to the surface. That's what's up between my Glanza and me. I was caught by the looks, but it was its essence that has held up over my length of ownership. I looked past the pretty exterior and bought it for what it truly was with all its faults and shortcomings. We've weathered the storms, the critics, the elements, and still it works like no other. No matter how stressed I am at night coming home a flick gear sees the tension disappear down the gear knob, but its an honest relationship. My Glanza doesn't relieve my pressures it causes me to focus. As the road rips by, each blow-off brings the blur in my head into a haunting sharpness. I can see the problems clearly resulting in the ability to address those issues. Many a tough decision has been made in my driver's seat. THAT is the brilliance of my Glanza, an attribute that goes beyond its rapid acceleration and mean cornering ability. I could ask for nothing more from such an object. This clarity also frees my spirit making things that others wouldn't even give a thought I simple blip of the throttle away. A few nights ago I found myself in my living room sitting in the dark meditating thinking hard about my life, then it hit me. Out of the corner of my eye I saw the glint through the window. Trying its best to reflect the full moonlight off its patchwork bonnet I realized that both have always been there, for me. Keeping me honest, free and safe. I thank them with all my heart. With God I'll never part, but when the time comes for the Glanza to go, if it does, I can do so with a personal ease few experience. I hope you have space in your life for God and that your EP imparts as much of itself on you as you do to it. NEW: The man with the fastest Starlet in Jamaica speaks with us, its been a long time coming. A chat with Noel 'Spi' Rhone. The missing Factory Fighters review from last update. UkStarletClub has been added to the links, and the J's Magazine have been giving problems. It works on my Mac browser, but the PC users seem to be having problems. If you want them, just email me and they're yours, and thank you for visiting my side of the web. 15/08/2005 WHAT HAS CHANGED So what has changed? What hasn't changed? What will change? Where do we go from here? As usual I'll be here running off my mouth. One thing will be brought to front here focus. I'll ask for your patience as this is a lot of work. If I don't email you right back, its not that I'm not interested, but chances are the data is here on the site, or going to be put up. There still is a lot of 'opinion' on how to tune an EP, but to quote myself, 'get off your ass and join the universal discourse the internet has facilitated. NEW: We start to examine turbo manifolds in the engine room Hope you all like the new HardcoreEP... 8/10/2005 BACK FROM THE EDGE September 16th will be one of those days I'll never forget. I almost died. Not feeling well from the start of the week I thought that it was just the flu going around. Thursday morning I woke up feeling pretty good thinking I'd crossed over into good health, but by Friday night I found myself in a strange situation. I struggled to get to work and while at work I was rather exhausted. Thinking it was just stress I found myself relaxing in my favorite spot. Slowly I found myself unable to move. Partial immobility was followed by blurred vision. Realizing something was wrong I made a call to a nearby friend. On the way to the doctor I passed out in the car. I was awoken later at a private hospital as my friend realized I was out and took me to the closest emergency room. A nurse revived me and then checked me in to see the doctor. About an hour and a half later I finally saw the doctor. After explaining the situation he told me that I had a viral infection that had been going around. It wasn't the flu. My body temperature had been 108F, for reference normal body temp is between 98 and 100F. 101F is considered a fever. The infection had been slowly raising my body temperature. The symptoms I'd been experiencing earlier was my brain shutting down because it was being cooked, his terms, by my body. A few more degrees and I'd have been dead from something similar to heat exhaustion. A shot later and seven tablets a day for a week, things have slowly worked themselves out and proper health has returned for the better. Two things kinda came outta this for me. As I got close to that point, I realized I was about to die if I didn't get help, which I did. However, this is not my first near death experience and the expected 'life flashing before your eyes' didn't happen this time. I guess one can infer nefarious things here, but after a week at home I realized why, there was no reason to flash anything. You see a few years ago, I made a conscious decision, as I came to the realization that my life was quite frankly a blessing. From then I have understood that everyday I am able to wake up and do the things I need to do that was the gift given to me. Everything on top of that is extra and what you do with that extra is very important. I don't spend huge amounts of my time bitchin', moaning, complaining, and generally having some sort of negative view. Life's been good to me, so I see no reason why I shouldn't be good to it back. I don't spend time wishing I could do this or that, or shortchange myself, because life didn't shortchange me. And that's why HardcoreEP is here, to ensure your EP experience isn't shortchanged. The other thing is that when life looks the darkest, it's still your choice in many cases. It would have been easy for me to just let it go, say screw this world and pass into the other life. I could do that because I have no regrets. Everyone I interact with knows where I stand with them, as you know on HardcoreEP I speak my mind. It would have been a peaceful death, quiet and without the pain I've witnessed. Frankly it would have been the easy way out of the stress and strife of everyday life. BUT I made that call for help and I'm still here fighting to get you the data that you need, because I believe like a lot of good things in life its not easy to achieve them, but in the end usually its worth it. Recently there has been a huge upheaval in the Starlet world. Two of the top sites have gone down and become message boards, that would be Suby G's UKStarletClub, and his sister site the AUStarletClub. Several of my friends have grown weary of their EPs and sold them, while even more continue to suffer the trials that come with the search for performance. The bottonline sink or swim its your choice. I guess you'd thought this would be gloomy, from the first couple of lines, but its not. Death is natural, we shouldn't fear it, what we should fear is the personal ineffectiveness that strikes many of us and stops us from reaching the real things we need to make our lives better. You want a better Starlet, start by making that choice, and it just doesn't have to end with your car. WHAT'S NEW As usual I thank everyone for visiting HardcoreEP. I'll be updating monthly due to commitments until January, but I will try to give you more stuff with each update. New we have the part two to my manifold story, with really nice pictures. Next update I'll take you through a full installation. We review Serious Performance Six. I know its old, but its good and that's the important part. I've added the J's Magazine PDF of the TOM'S EP82 in the PDF section. As usual we've got a lot coming down. There's an incredible story taking place as we speak and I'm gonna deal with it next update. I'm sure the EP82 guys will relate. So enjoy. 9/11/2005 FORCED TO BE FAST 22-02-2006 NEW: We install a side mirror and clear lens indicator in Exterior. I examine the HKS actuator in parts review, and we look at two DVDs - Intial D the Movie, and the 2003 British Rally Championship. | ||||